15 February, 2010

Ten to One .

TEN things I wish I could say to ten different people (but don't say their names)

1. i wish we spent more time with each other. i was afraid to see you in the state that you were in and refused to see you at times. i was selfish and now i cant shrug off the regret. i miss you.

2. its crazy because we've been best friends for the last 3 years and now its like im disappointed in you. only because you started something and didn't finish it. i just want the best for you.

3. funny how ONE situation changes our friendship forever. its not like how it used to be. we barely speak & i doubt i'll even check for you in the next few months (maybe years)

4. secretly i wish i had your talent. the way you string words together has me in awe of you. its funny cuz a few years ago i wasn't even checkin you AT ALL.

5. you're still number one in my book. for now ... (:

6. i wish we were as close as we used to be. it's been years since the last time i was genuinely happy around you. i just want that back. but i blame both of us and our stubbornness.

7. i think i like you. && i think it's only because you seem to be a tortured soul.

8. i hate you. but i thank you. i wouldn't be the person i am now if you hadn't contributed to my tribulations.

9. i hate that after 6 months you still have the ability to give me butterflies. i love you. no longer in love with you though.

10. you're my best friend. even through our arguments i love you 'til death. bah'lee dhat!! <3


NINE things about myself

1. i am beautiful

2. sometimes insecure about ME.

3. multiple personalities. depends on your vibe.

4. music is my life. take it away && i cant breathe.

5. i make wishes at 11:11 and hope they come true

6. i try to better myself ... even when it's not so obvious to you or me

7. poetry is my love, my mistress.

8. i want people to pay attention to me for all the good i've done & will do

9. i live with regrets. don't we all ??


EIGHT ways to win my heart

1. make me laugh & smile

2. play hard to get

3. show me your loyalty. prove to me that i am not wasting my time. and yours.

4. make me feel good.

5. tell me it's okay that i messed up. but show me how & help me from making the same mistake.

6. forgive me.

7. understand me. even when i don't understand myself.

8. love me. whole-heartedly & unconditionally.


SEVEN things that cross my mind a lot

1. Life.

2. Happiness.

3. Love.

4. Music.

5. Poetry.

6. My Ex.

7. Graduation.


SIX random things I wanted to mention

1. "Reset your cocks to my clock cuz it is time" - Queen GodIs

2. check my blog :) SelfReflectionx3.blogspot.com

3. Ms. Solo Dolo

4. get to know me. you might end up liking me & my personality

5. i HATE one word texts/IMs. they make me think i did something wrong.

6. can't wait to get my life started !!


FIVE people who mean so much to me (in no particular order)

1. Mom.

2. Sely.

3. [your name here]

4. Nile.

5. Me.


FOUR things I'm wearing right now

1. My shirt.

2. My boxers.

3. My socks.

4. Love.


THREE songs that I listen to often (at the moment)

1. Kings of Leon - Closer

2. J. Cole - Losing My Balance

3. KiD CuDi - Man On The Moon


TWO things I want to do before I die

1. Perform a poem for audience of literary lovers.

2. [almost)) EVERYTHING !


ONE : CONFESSION

1. I want to become a vegetarian, but chicken tastes oh so good :)
Always thinking ...
I'm going to take over the world some day.
If not the world, then your heart & mind :)

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