Thoughts of the Day.

THERE'S WAY TOO MUCH DRAMA GOING ON OVER HERE :/

XMAS

Yesterday was Christmas && I expected to get nothing. The night before I was talking to Sely and just completely bashing the holiday because of a series of events that took place within the past few days, as well as my own personal reasons and disappointments. She told me "don't worry. blah blah blah" Whatever...we left the subject alone after that. Hours passed, and whadayakno? It's Christmas! My aunt and I went to go pick up Mom & my older cousin from work; woke up the kids. OMG!! All hell broke loose. LOL Turns out Mom was able to pull through and buy 2 of the latest iPod Nano's, a PS3, and some clothes for Jaylene (little cousin). AND (drum roll) I actually got presents, which surprised the hell outta me. Mommy bought me some Victoria Secret undies && a New Moon messenger bag :) I was happy. I just still don't believe in this whole holiday bs. Call me 'Scrooge-like' if you shall. I just feel it's over-rated. I'm only with it because of the kids y'know. If I ever have kids, I don't think I'll let them fall into the trap of Christmas. I for sure won't tell'em that Santa exists. *shrugs* WHATEVER.
Oh here are the pics from yesterday...beginning with the sunrise :) ...

t e s n u S

Went through mad trouble tryna get last night's sunset :/

Final Product

Self Portraits

Sunsets

So a few minutes ago I ran upstairs going CRAZY looking for my camera. Why?? So I can take a picture of the SUNSET!!! I love them. Especially the one from today :) Idk what it is but they put a smile on my face. So here it is..

Early Christmas Pics

Remember when I said I was gonna post up the pictures from last night? Well, here they are! :)

Top Left-Bottom Right: Me & Zari, Grandma & Mom, Maisen, Sely

Top Left-Bottom Right: John(white tee), Darion(blue shorts), Zari, Sely & Mom

S A T !!!

Sooo. I took the SAT ealier this month (5dec09) and guess what!!! I got a 1530. Out of 2400...I think I did very good. I just wanted to share :) I might take it again just to see if I can get a higher score. Maybe...

Early X-Mas

So I just came home from my bestfriend's (Sely) house. The family had an early Christmas dinner so we celebrated. Major fun was had. I'll post the pics tomorrow. I'm sleepy. G'nite...

Happy Sunday :)

Happy Sunday Everybody!!

This is how I'm spending mine :)

With the lil bro. There are more pics buhh these are my fave :O

Enjoy the day!!

Done Pissed Me ( OFF )

I'm so ova-through with this female. Oh my gosh! She (my cousin) done pissed me off for the last time...this week at least. Lemme fill yall in quick fast. She just moved in with me & the other 5 people living here (brother, mom, aunt & her 2 kids). This was about 2 weeks ago. Why is it that just because she is blood related to my mother ( even that I'm not extra sure about), she feels that she can get real comfortable here. The fuck?!? Nahh boo. Shxt aint sweet 'round here ma.

Today she took my cell phone WITHOUT me knowing & has been gone for a good 4 hours. IM PISSED!! When I called her, she got upset talking 'bout "Don't rush me. Blah blah blah" Uhmmm. You're getting mad at me because I want MY phone that YOU took without my knowing? Where dey do dat at?? Had the nerve to curse & all. Talking 'bout "Fkc my hair. Fkc my application. I'm coming right now." Smh. Then she called my mother about an hour later to let her know she was soon on her way back to the crib. Two hours later, shorty's still not here. So I called her off my aunts phone; no answer. I ran upstairs to mommy's room real quick and called her off that number. She picked up. Mom told her off && was like get over here now. Oh BTW, shorty is 22. What I don't understand is why you're 22 w no phone of your own, but you talk to a whole bunch of niggas and none of them can get you one?? Smh. WTF?!? Ugh....ova-through.

*sidenote: its 1039 and shes still not here with my damn phone.

Goodbye '09

Okay, so the year is almost finished && guess what? I'm glad. There has been way too much drama in '09 for my taste. Smh. Just yesterday, 2 people were stabbed in my school during one of the three lunches. Also a young man has admitted to abusing his girlfriend's 23-month-old daughter. He also attended my school. Familial drama, friendships either damaged or ended; UGH I'm just so through with 2009. How about you? I'm hoping that this year doesn't end with another disappointment...I'm REALLY hoping for that. Other than that, all I can say for '09 is good riddance. I have no regrets && I can honestly say that I'm gonna be happy regardless :)


-jah bless-
xoxo DOMO! xoxo