25 October, 2009

Wifey.

Seems like everytime I talk to her, I'm left feeling drained.
I just spent the last hour and a half researching GED programs for her
being that her computer isn't working.
We caught up on some things, while other topics were left
untouched.
I miss her. That's my best friend.
&& I love her to the point that I call her wifey.
Vice versa, she calls me hubby.
You know when you reach the point where
you feel as if you can't save everybody??
I'm at that point with her.
We've been through so many things,
even after I moved to Florida.
&& we're going through more drama now.
I love her to death, but I'm tired.
I feel like it's time for her to step up &&
take responsibility for her life.
'Cuz I won't be with her forever.
Understandable, right??

20 October, 2009

For "HIM" < 3

have i been miserable? no.
i just think about u constantly.
wondering what ur doing? who ur with?
do u think of me; miss me?
we speak.
more like keypads pressed into words.
u say "howve u been?"
19 presses. 8 letters.
"i miss you"
19 presses. 8 letters deleted.
barely scratching the surface of how i truly feel.
i say instead "ive been good. just taking care of business"

-FIN-

18 October, 2009

Happy Birthday to Me !!!!

well actually my birthday was yesterday (19October) but you get the point. LOL
although alot of people forgot or were just extra late with their best wishes
i had an incredible day yesterday.
i didnt get to take any pics but i do have video, courtesy of my best friend (Sely)
&&. her sprint phone (:
so heres part one of the birthday toasts
&& heres part two
ENJOY !!! <3>

07 October, 2009

DerrionAlbert. *2*

I'm taking the video of the murder off of the blog.
In all honesty, if you, as the reader, are really affected by the tad-bit of the story
that was put on the blog, as well as the piece I wrote,
I believe that you'll take enough initiative to look up the video on the Internet.
I really just don't want the video on here anymore.
It's just really gruesome, and rather disturbing.

RIP Derrion. I'm sure you're in a much better place than we on Earth are.

06 October, 2009

Oh inspiration. Wherefore art thou...

*I am sporadically inspired*

Since my last post, I've had many ideas but no full, postable pieces.
Why must inspiration evade me as such??